Am I In The Wrong Place!!!!!!!!!!!!

As I am spending more time on the computer I am increasingly aware of my dial-up system. It is slow and phone line is busy. Phone line does not matter because I receive very few phone calls. Most of family use email. The slow process of what I have does bother me. So a few weeks ago I began checking into the specials that are being offered for fast speed internet.
Finally made a decision and I am pleased at the cost. It is very little more then I am paying now and a new cell phone part of the package.
The new phone (to replace my 5 year old cell phone) was received in the mail yesterday. Some of family will be coming on Sunday and my soninlaw at that time will upgrade my computer. I think I lost some of my independence when I acquired a computer!!!! I was told to activate this phone was very simple. Scanned the instructions last night before going to bed. I should not have!!! Woke at 3:00 this morning with it on my mind and just got up. Finally put phone together and I call to activate and it will not activate. So between talking to an operator in Canada and her instructing me for one hour it is working. Seems the Sim card in the new phone was faulty. When I finally was able to remove the card from the new phone it seemed there was tape stuck on it and I had difficulty reading the numbers. So I had to remove the card from my old phone (because it was good). Could not get the back off of phone and then could not get the card out. The whole time she is telling me what to press and to find some tweezers to see if I can pull the card out. Finally card out and installed in new phone. Here I am with my landline phone on, my new cell phone on and trying to get the back off the old cell phone. I began to get very weary and not too happy. I told her I was cancelling this whole idea of new phone and upgrading computer.
Bottom line is that when it was all finished and working well - all through this process she kept encouraging me and telling me I was doing fine. When it was completed she shared that most people just gave up and took it to the phone store. I do not want to leave out that this lady was so kind and thoughtful through this whole process. I kept mentioning that this process was taking so long. She would say I am here with you and will see you through this. When I asked if she was local she replied "I'm in Canada". So her kindness this early morning makes me smile.
So up since 3:00 AM and finally late breakfast and breathing normal.
Thoughts surface that I am on a road to simplification. How can this be a simpler lifestyle.
I cannot have my computer unless I have a phone line. I would rather just have my cell phone. I do not want a television. Must have a basic cable plan to activate this in the city. I have an old television that I sometimes watch the weather and in the winter there may be a special that is worth looking at on those long winter nights.
So I have a television I do not want. A land phone I do not want. Now computer to be upgraded and I wish I could do this. So this stresses me this early morning.
I think I will cancel land phone, cell phone, tv and computer and build a small cabin and move to the woods.
That is where my heart resides

I'd rather be a forest than a street. Yes I would. If I could, I surely would.
I'd rather feel the earth beneath my feet. Yes I would. If I could, I surely would.

Paul Simon "El Condor Pasa"