sometimes calm and regular,
and other times not this way.
This is all exciting for me to be aware of
in my small world by the woods.
Sometimes I smile and other times
just wish that it did not take me
on a emotional roller coaster.
Past thoughts of when I returned to the woods,
built my small home, created my gardens
and a simpler lifestyle emerged
that I would from that day forward
live in a state of
bliss, joy and total peace,
has not become reality.....
Everything continues to change
day by day
in the life of my loved ones
and my life.
Nothing remains the same.
But would we want it to remain the same ?