I heard the noise
and then looked outside and saw the dust.
Always the fussy one, keeping everything so groomed, love doing this.
Now property on either side of me and it use to be mine but sold and grass is so high and not tidy.
Trying to have the mindset
does it really matter?
The land I live in - is between these 2 properties. Old farmhouse on
one side that I sold when Jamie had graduated from college and no longer lived with me and on the other side another time I left and returned once again is a home I built. First owner the one I sold it too
she sold and moved last year, kept it looking like a park and not that way now... my age and wanted to return to her home
in Rhode Island and I thought about her much this past Winter with it being so very cold.
At this time in my life
have all I can take care of and so pleased
that when I thought 12 years ago I would never return to this land
that I kept these acres.
For the last almost 6 years this smaller home, land and woods are my life and love it here.
Have tried it all, much not shared but once had thoughts of
moving to another land by the ocean,
tried the small city and the big city. Hopefully this is where I stay with ashes
spread in these woods in time.
Then I have the thought
is there another life out there for me.
What a dreamer I am....
one always with the mindset of thinking
she could do anything.