I wake really early, like 4:00 AM, like seeing the day begin and it is happening earlier. I open the blinds and get back in bed for a short time. I love this time of morning...
This morning as daybreak begins I view barren fields and it is warm but sprinkling rain.
Wonder why these pale green walls look gold color in this image taken at day break.
Remember my first days in this cottage, one of my young granddaughter's spent the first night
with me. There was nothing at the windows and I liked it and there was very little furniture
as home in Nashville still on the market and it was furnished for showing.
I liked the almost empty rooms and nothing at the windows where the fields and woods were
viewed by this one.
Last week a visit to rheumatologist and she had no new recommendations and would not do
blood work. She said oncologist would do this Monday. Just the word oncologist
gives me an uneasy feeling. Dr. Means is so nice and caring and want to see if inflammation
level is normal and probably not with the severe arthritis. She will check protein level in blood. I do like that she always gives me
advice about a lot of things. So will go Monday even though I do not want to.
Thinking seriously of not going to doctors anymore and continue following my good diet, exercise all I can
and trying to have positive thoughts and even though not like in the past, some quality of life.
Looking forward so much for my son's visit from Thailand in weeks to come.
Enough shared on this rainy day and need to do paperwork and continue checking on mattress
issue. I was told it could be exchanged after 30 days, just do not like that I cannot reach them
Notified that one so talented passed away yesterday at 94. God Bless him, over the years he helped
me with 4 homes, so many memories surfaced. He helped with home where older children grew up
and then when we moved to the massive home in Nashville, then when I bought the old farm house
and ideas with another home. When you grow ancient, so many memories and many you would like to delete like you can with the computer but the mind is not that way :( Like that there will be a small family gathering
in his garden I like this and what I want with just my children and grandchildren....