Thursday, March 5, 2015
Morning of March 5th
Then looking out of door onto screen porch area
Ice under snow
will probably not be able to pull down my drive until Sunday.
Getting ready to make a pot of chili....
Have so much to be thankful for
the winter of 2015
current never went off
no ice covered trees fell down
water never froze
kept pantry and freezer well stocked.
The real blessing
no cold or flu for this one.
but so restless
much to do and finding at the moment
not wanting to do anything....
Callie keeps wanting out
and then back in, wagging her tail continually and I find myself even scolding her :(
My daughter's weary of hearing me share
and I do not like the thought that arises
from time to time of is this the best place for me in my last years.
Cannot visualize myself in a condo or retirement center in the big city.
Always come to the same conclusion
This is where I want to be
but from now on need a little help at times
and would like more
contact with family
but everyone so busy that this seems impossible
my trips to the big city
are much fewer at this time
constant emails and phone calls
thankful for these.
Now my son
says I am fine and some help, slowing down, accepting life at this time
is the answer.
I agree with him.