Just returned from errands on this cold but sunny day.
Heart here in this cottage but it is good to see other people.
One in the local grocery, hugged me and commented every time
he came to this store he ran into me and some people would say we
were meeting on purpose. At another store a compliment was received.
So as I was driving home the continual thought surfaced that even though
I like being alone, people, hugs and smiles are needed.
Was so nice to see an email from one in California telling me that we had much in common.
At this very moment
life is good
God is good....
It never fails that when I pull down the long gravel road that thankfulness for being allowed
to return to these special wooded acres almost overwhelms me. There is Callie sitting on the
cold earth in the wheat field. She sees me pull in, I blow the horn and she begins to run
So, this one, accept where you are on this journey of life, accept that you are doing all you know to
do. Maybe the new inflammation capsule that includes 10 herbs will help with this inflammatory problem. Prednisone, you were so good and I appreciate the months of being pain free but I do
not want your brief visit again.
So going to make some spaghetti sauce and sit in the old rocking chair where 4 babies were rocked years ago and enjoy the sun that is streaming through the window....
The following words I typed several weeks ago. Was going to delete
but will add to what has just been shared....
lately this is a word that goes over and over
in my mind a lot.
Accept all that has happened on your life journey.
Some you would change if you could.
Realistically you cannot change
history or people
then or now.
It was a different time and place.
You have moved on through the years
and grown in many ways
Stop following thoughts back through the
years to times you wish you could change or erase.
Stop them in their tracks, give no time
to visiting these times and letting your
imagination run unleashed.
This is a good time, a different time,
a time of continued learning, blessings,
keep moving forward.
life is a journey
to learn and grow
You have so much to be thankful for
and life is good
in these present years.
On this day
no more denial
no more thinking you can do what has been done in the past.
This life journey is in the last years.
There will be burst of energy
there will be times this disease will attack you.
You have done all the research
now is the time to accept this is not going away.
Miracles happen but in these 70 plus years
this is here to stay.
do all you know to do
rest, diet, handle stress better and enjoy
the remaining time on this earth....