Monday, February 23, 2015
Life At The Moment
heat, electricity, water, shelter, food, a wonderful family and special friends that
checked on me yesterday.
They arrived in the big truck, made tracks in the driveway that was snow covered ice, shoveled my walk
helped me so I could get to their vehicle safely, seed in my bird feeders and took me to the market, brought me home and helped unload
a lot of groceries.
Another neighbor brought my Sunday paper to me along with mail of several days.
since not seeing a soul or being out for 9 days,
felt like I was about to lose it but recovered somewhat after this kindness.
I am unsettled about my ct scan on Wednesday and really do not need
to predict that surgery may come about
but think it may. Cancelled once because of snow and ice
but looks like a lot of melting tomorrow and it should be no
problem for me to go forward.
Not wanting to just disappear for days and may not feel like writing
I feel obligated to tell all the special ones that stay in touch with me.
Accustomed to being in control, this one healthy for the majority of her life
is not too brave of a patient.
It is not life threatening but just a hospital procedure of any kind
unsettles me and I am ashamed to admit it.
May continue to write like always
and may not for a while
just really do not know at the moment.