Up earlier then usual
to let Callie out,
thought I would sit and pray and meditate
and here I am on the computer.
When I am getting up
it is evening in Bangkok on another day
where my son is on his computer
sending me a few images.
I always think of his surroundings being more rural
and so wrong I am about Bangkok
First time I have seen the building where he teaches Yoga
Always smile as he shares of life in a far away land.
there are so many thoughts that go through my mind.
Much it is wise not to share or write about.
Level of care in this smaller town is not like I have had in the past.
As you age and other lifestyles surface
much is different from the past and a lot is new territory
Much I take for granted will happen
does not. Some say they will do something
that never happens.
In my past years
I would challenge
be more vocal
these traits are disappearing
and think it is best at this time.
I think it is wise for me to lower my expectations and then you
are not disappointed. Trying to take much
in life at this time not so seriously
and it is a challenge for this one.
Life continues surrounded by nature and
focusing on healing and trying to make decisions
of what is best for me
and in all honesty
I have no answer at this time.